I would give anything

Miss this smile.

I would give anything to see this little face again.

Hold his little hands.

Hear his crazy quacking noise.

Feel his baby soft skin.

Ruffle my hand through his hair to the little coarse patch on his crown.

Have him head butt my legs.

Smile at his excitement as he watches Yo Gabba Gabba.

Get soaked whilst washing him in the bath.

Feel his little hand pat me on the back.

Listen to him belly laugh with pure enjoyment.

Squeeze his squashed nose.

Glance in the rear view mirror and see his arms flapping.

Tickle him under his chin.

Lift him into bed and kiss him goodnight.

Snuggle up behind him whilst he sleeps.

Give him one last, tight hug and tell him ‘I will love you forever’.

Lennon and Mummy x

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25 thoughts on “I would give anything

  1. Beautifully written. Children are so precious. I have had quite a tough day with my disabled son today but I am so thankful that we have tomorrow. Much love.x #KCACOLS

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  2. I can’t imagine the pain you are in but these are lovely words and a perfect reminder of those little moments that mean the world. Much love x

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  3. I am so sorry for your your loss. This is so beautifully written yet I wish for you that you never had to write it. I hope you can take some comfort in your memories of your time together. Sensing you my love #kcacols

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