I would give anything to see this little face again.
Hold his little hands.
Hear his crazy quacking noise.
Feel his baby soft skin.
Ruffle my hand through his hair to the little coarse patch on his crown.
Have him head butt my legs.
Smile at his excitement as he watches Yo Gabba Gabba.
Get soaked whilst washing him in the bath.
Feel his little hand pat me on the back.
Listen to him belly laugh with pure enjoyment.
Squeeze his squashed nose.
Glance in the rear view mirror and see his arms flapping.
Tickle him under his chin.
Lift him into bed and kiss him goodnight.
Snuggle up behind him whilst he sleeps.
Give him one last, tight hug and tell him ‘I will love you forever’.
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Heartbreaking. I’m so sorry for your loss
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Beautifully written. Your little boy is in my prayers. #thelistlinky
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So heartbreaking but beautifully written. So sorry for your loss x
Thanks so much for linking up with #KCACOLS x
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Beautifully written. Children are so precious. I have had quite a tough day with my disabled son today but I am so thankful that we have tomorrow. Much love.x #KCACOLS
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Thank you. Sorry to hear that x
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This is absolutely heartbreaking, I cannot imagine the pain and loss you are feeling #KCACOLS
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The pain is unbearable x
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I can’t imagine the pain you are in but these are lovely words and a perfect reminder of those little moments that mean the world. Much love x
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Thank you. The pain is unbearable x
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Sending love. Just love. #kcacols
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Thank you ❤️
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Enjoy those memories, they will sustain you and take care of yourself. #kcacols
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I really don’t have words to say how sorry I am for your loss! It must be so hard for you! As Bread said above, you now have those memories to enjoy and keep him alive in you forever! Sending love! #kcacols
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Thank you. There are no words x
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I am so sorry for your your loss. This is so beautifully written yet I wish for you that you never had to write it. I hope you can take some comfort in your memories of your time together. Sensing you my love #kcacols
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Thank you. Writing is helping – I’m worried I will forget x
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This is so terribly sad and I’m so sorry for your loss. Beautiful words and I do hope you find some comfort in remembering the times you shared xx #KCACOLS
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Thank you. Memories can be treasured forever x
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My heart is so heavy for all of you. Please know that I know think about Lennon. He lives on. xoxo #KCACOLS xoxo
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Thank you 💙
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